Sometimes I need to remind myself that it’s okay just to love someone and not love what they do. I really have become too happy with myself to try to care anymore. I mean, I care. I care too much and it makes me want to hate the people that I love but I don’t want to go on hating someone for what I think they’re doing wrong or not doing enough of or not doing right when I can just set it aside and leave it rest. I can avoid this person like I avoid that person, and carry the pain around everyday under my smiles. It’s hard to do, but after so many years of having to be stronger than I’d like to be, I guess there’s no reason to be weak now.